charlesincharge

strappy shoes with fat bumping through

has anyone discussed that M83 maybe didn't know what NO bulbs are? did they assume he was chroming?

are you not allowed to look down someone's sleeve? what about down their front?

oh fuck

if you don't take the meds are you more likely to get angry or horny? or angry and horny?

The thing is though, I wouldn't be surprised if a shipment of Chinese beans or whatever made it into the country that were grown in super strong chemicals and just have a really high caffiene content or something.

I never ever felt the jolt before either. but now my morning coffee has suddenly become a narc hit. i can feel it leaking through my stomach.

christ knows. the amount of time wasted in this boredom vortex. god.

imagine my career..

so many regrets. so so so many regrets.

but I don't want to quit.. i love it..

and what if I quit and come back and it does it again.. oh no..

It could be stress.

But I wonder if it is being overtired. It feels like I'm too tired for coffee and it sort of jolts me back into a weird space. On the weekend at home when I sleep for longer and have a coffee, the effect doesn't happen.

all of a sudden i find coffee is giving me anxiety. what is with that?

is it just paranoia? it never used to have an effect. but now.. it does something which is mildly unpleasant. not enough to stop drinking coffee. but..

i dunno. it almost seems like there has been a bad batch of beans or a bad roast or something going on. a friend noticed it too.

the schtick has kind of warn thin..

May I have some almond milk please? I LOVE that stuff (Mediterranean grocers on Sydney Road) but a) don't go to/past Brunswick when the shop is open b) it's a bit exxsy and I'm watching the wallet again.

make it yourself.. its very simple. blanch some almonds. shell them. soak the almonds for a while. cook them in simmering water for 30 mins. blend them. squeeze the shit out of them with a muslin bag. almond milk..