hello.

howdy doody. Remind me not to have naps in the afternoons

'evening. I'm tired right now but I sometimes get bursts of manic energy late at night. I've been cleaning / sorting my room for a few hours.

don't have naps in the afternoons! i did that yesterday. missed summer winds because of it. dang. today i almost did again. but i forced myself to get up and go to the cinema. which sucked too. but not as bad as napping my life away. :(

What did you watch?

borat. it was really disappointing, although when the credits rolled i realised i wasn't really in the mood for a comedy. i always thought comedies were my evergreen flavour! i wanted to watch something european and sombre. oh well. haha.

yeah i like spanish cinema alot. I'm divided on whether to see Borat...last movie I saw was Shortbus.

was it any good? i wanted to see volver or something. guess i just picked my mood all wrong.

Yeah it a pretty explicit movie, lots of live sex. Good for a perv in some respects I guess. Good story line and Yo La Tengo did the soundtrack.

hahaha. oh dear. i'm going on a friend date to see that i think. ooh la la...

No sleep till 5... great for brewing renewed disgust for the universe and everything in it. Negative waves, negative waves...

must of been the night for it, was at least 4 for me, ugh.

i got to sleep about 4. Of course i've been flat chat all day and I've run out of money for sleeping pills till wednesday. If I dont sleep tonight I will be nervous. Don't need a manic episode this time of year.

Morning folks. Just got up . I got to sleep about 11.30 but woke up with the cat smothering me. I've been tending to write in my live journal to give me something meaningful to do in the twilight hours. Really looking forward to getting some stilnox though.

I couldn't sleep to save myself last night, should have got up to chat to you freaks.

its a bitch, but hey suffering makes us appreciate happy times

the helpful chemist lady showed me valerian forte.

though i probably would've got by without it.

I don't think I could ever take something just to sleep...I'm really not that fond of sleep in any case.

yeah i've tried valerian, it relaxes me but doesn't make me sleep. I'll be right once I get some stilnox so I can reset my body clock. As long as it doesn't go longer than a couple of weeks, then i start hallucinating hehe.

yeah, its just more a relaxant then a sleeping thing, but it doesn't have the addiction problems that straight medical solutions have.

sleep is the best. i'd sleep forever if i could.

or at least spend all day in a cosy recliner like the people in Wall-E. that looks like fun!

gah

obama mama...

etc...

Too tired.

Going to bed now.

no sleeping last night. was too wired from creativity through the day.

i think i need to start eating dinner

so is it still insomnia if you just can't sleep?

or do you actually have to go to bed and then not be able to sleep?

Might just be that you're not sleepy. I have an annoying habit of falling asleep watching TV, but then being wide awake once I actually go to bed.

yes, l know what you are saying. but what if you are watching tv in bed and tired and can't sleep?

btw Top Gun is on tv now - ''geez I crack myself up...''

Then you've got two options, you can either put on something dull in the hopes it'll send you to sleep, or you can put something on that you want to watch and catch up on your viewings. The wee small hours is usually when I catch up on telly that I've downloaded but not got around to watching.

turns tv on

I'm trying to catch up ProD- I am looking for my Bones eps and finding nothing!

Heh, that's usually when I watch Heroes.

oooh

I have also eps of Heroes I can't find...somewhere.

thanks.

GO. AWAY.

And the public transport begins..

eeeeww

insomnia is a pain

FUCK SAKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! WEEPS AND DRINKS!

My advice is......... KEEP DRINKING!

Sleep is for the weak.